Left over feelings of lost love

Hi my name really dose'nt matter, i post and write what i feel, I'm pretty much as fucked up as humanly possible, not like it matters or anyone will give a shit, message me if you want to ask somethingor just talk, ill reply, ps feel feel to comment on what i write, I know its crap but i try

Don’t give in don’t listen

There is hope in you’re eye but scars in you’re heart, you fight on cause you that voice on head says just one more something good will happen just wait, you wait but you are broken, in pieces that never can be put back together, no matter what you use to put yourself back together, you well feel the same again, but there away light at the end of the tunnel, don’t let anyone tell you ain’t beautiful cause you, Fuck the haters, don’t let them get you don’t let them get into you’re head, you are amazing no matter what

Posted May 15, 2012 at 9:34 pm 1 notes

"Yuh seem realli amazing are Yuh single???:3"

Asked by Anonymous

Sorry about the late reply, how do you think I’m amazing ? Come off anno

Posted May 7, 2012 at 8:18 am

pain to liquide

red liquide running down my arm this liquide full of pain and memories best forgoten, its flows so for a small moment of time i can release the pain inside and let it flow to the outside

Posted April 12, 2012 at 11:47 am 1 notes

"Your amazing."

Asked by Anonymous

im not but thank you

Posted April 12, 2012 at 11:33 am

"And i do want you know i hold you up above everyone. And i do want you know i think you’d be good to me and id be so good to you."

Marianas trench

Posted March 18, 2012 at 7:56 am

im lost

im lost in my own mind, all i ever hear is screaming, noting else but screaming, telling me what to do, telling me that something will happen if i dont do something the right way, i cant do anything, noting at all, cause the simples things is a living hell to do, it kills me, it takes everything out of me, it makes me weak, i just want queit, silence even if for a little while, a point where i can do something without having to think about it or have voices screaming at me telling me that i did it wrong, im so tied.

Posted March 18, 2012 at 7:30 am

"Hey. I think I could possibly have OCD. Could you explain to me how things are for you and can I see if I relate to them?"

Asked by Anonymous

ok well there kinda bad, walking down the street i cant step on cracks or anything thing on the concert such as black marks or anything left on the ground i cant step over it i have to step around it and if i step over it i have to step back track over it and walk around it, showering is a living hell i take an hours at the fastes to have one and still dont feel clean when i get out, i wash my hands 32 times a day on average, sometimes worst, sometimes better, there some places i cant go cause i have a break down and feel really really unclean if i do, i cant read at all cause if i do i have to read backwards over what i have read, i cant write cause the same thing happens i end up scrathing it out,i constenly hear names or places in my head and freeze what im doing and have to stop whateva im doing and start from the begining, ocd always makes me think of everything that kills me, like when i was going throught my break up all i could think of was my ex with other man and it caused me to try to kill myself multiple times, there mores but i cant think of them, message me and i can help you firgure out if you do or not have ocd, im happy to help

Posted March 11, 2012 at 3:04 am

i hate ocd

i fucking hate not being able to do what i want to do, having to think about the bad things that well happen if i do anything, hiding in my room cause i fear to move and do something my head does’nt like, get trapped inside places cause i find myself in a fight with my head no be able to move, breaking down to the point of self-detruction cause i feel trapped inside my own head with no way out, no rest, no time to relax, just fear of my own mind.

Posted March 7, 2012 at 12:13 am 2 notes

"Lay down your guns, cut me from ear to ear, eye for an eye, the glass is long gone broken, i walk this road alone no thanks to you, i walk this road alone no thanks to you, no thanks to you, Load up your six shot baby, put it to my head, pull the trigger, blank id figured, put it to me, dead. Lay your guns down, let me die, why wont you let me die."

Asking Alexandria

Posted March 6, 2012 at 11:42 pm

whats the point of fighting when all you do is hurt everyone, when all you bring it misery, i dont want to bring pain to the people i love anymore, i just want to stop disspoting them, alway fucking everything, i just want everyone to be happy and the only way that well happen is if im dead.

Posted February 28, 2012 at 9:13 am